Post by Khaos King on May 25, 2011 9:05:49 GMT -5
Chapter: 2
And so i wandered through the forest as a man, confused i was lost among the forest for days hoping to reach a clearing and continue heading North. Without my godly senses to rely on i was not sure if i was heading in the right direction. My memories becoming hazy and unclear no longer sure of myself as they sift away from my mortal mind. I felt a new sensation within my mortal body a pain in the pit of my stomach as it growls like an animal, i am hungry, i must eat, i now know what hunger truly is.
A simple enough resolution for a simple problem if i were not against the slaying of life in its various forms. As a god i only took what was already dead as a gratitude for the thoughtfulness of someone preparing a meal. I only took with my own hands the fruit that was already on the ground and ripen, I no longer have such luxury. If i am to live i have to put aside my godly morals and dive deeper into the corruption of mortality.
I struggle through the heavy forested area my body covered in scratches as i push aside branches and finally i hear a running stream, water. It is just what i need. i clumsily run toward it as i fall to my knees upon the bank and cup water into my hand and drink it. Once having my fill i look at the reflection on the water surface and see my blood caked face my beard having been marked by time, already a gray streak appears. I bring the water to my face as i wash it clean, the cuts made by the obsidian mirror still present and in time they will fade into scars, scars that will remain with my now mortal flesh.
I still hunger, my human senses tell me something is near as my neck hairs rise and i hear a small twig breaking. I look up and stare at the woods and i suddenly see a Doe and its two fawn run by. I have to eat but i cannot bring myself to kill the animals but each day it grows harder as i see them more as food rather than my charges. I've wandered the heavy humid forest eating moss and dropped seeds and small fruits on the forest floor. I've tried to avoid the various mortals beings that make their home in the forest as much for their safety and mine.
The nights have grown difficult due to the insects and small creature that come seeking heat and investigate my presence. My once godly nature draws them to me as the residual energy attracts them, I try not to harm them since i cannot communicate with them. i am forced to remove them gently off me while i try to sleep. I am not always successful for when i wake i find myself accidentally having crushed a few, they bite me in desperation as they die.
I'm so tired that i muse to myself, how it would have been a kinder fate had he not simply killed me. But, kindness was not on his mind as he knew mortal life would be difficult and crueler for a god. In time he may still wish to kill me but not till i have suffered all that a mortal can suffer for the world beyond the forest has more to add to my misery............... I sit down on my knees and close my eyes as i try to listen and figure a way out of this forest, I hear insect chirping, birds squawking, most importantly i hear the humming sound of the smallest of birds as it hovers sipping on flowery nectar. I open my eyes and look up and see a band of them in a circle dancing in the sky before heading toward a certain direction.
I take it as a sign and follow them, i feel almost as if they are trying to lead me out. Perhaps i have not been fully forsaken at least not by the creatures of the forest. I finally reach the edge of the forest after many days and nights of wandering having gathered dried gourds as water containers and even dried fruit for my journey across the desert. I leave one place of misery hoping the next is less cruel... I exit the forest as i make my way to the desert with new resolve as an eagle's shriek heralds my journey...... I will find a way to regain what i have lost and make my way back to my people and make the Dark God pay.
I leave behind my foot prints in the soil a reminder to myself that i do exist on this plane of existence and I'm made of mortal flesh like any other, A reminder of my solitude and my trials that lie ahead.
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And so i wandered through the forest as a man, confused i was lost among the forest for days hoping to reach a clearing and continue heading North. Without my godly senses to rely on i was not sure if i was heading in the right direction. My memories becoming hazy and unclear no longer sure of myself as they sift away from my mortal mind. I felt a new sensation within my mortal body a pain in the pit of my stomach as it growls like an animal, i am hungry, i must eat, i now know what hunger truly is.
A simple enough resolution for a simple problem if i were not against the slaying of life in its various forms. As a god i only took what was already dead as a gratitude for the thoughtfulness of someone preparing a meal. I only took with my own hands the fruit that was already on the ground and ripen, I no longer have such luxury. If i am to live i have to put aside my godly morals and dive deeper into the corruption of mortality.
I struggle through the heavy forested area my body covered in scratches as i push aside branches and finally i hear a running stream, water. It is just what i need. i clumsily run toward it as i fall to my knees upon the bank and cup water into my hand and drink it. Once having my fill i look at the reflection on the water surface and see my blood caked face my beard having been marked by time, already a gray streak appears. I bring the water to my face as i wash it clean, the cuts made by the obsidian mirror still present and in time they will fade into scars, scars that will remain with my now mortal flesh.
I still hunger, my human senses tell me something is near as my neck hairs rise and i hear a small twig breaking. I look up and stare at the woods and i suddenly see a Doe and its two fawn run by. I have to eat but i cannot bring myself to kill the animals but each day it grows harder as i see them more as food rather than my charges. I've wandered the heavy humid forest eating moss and dropped seeds and small fruits on the forest floor. I've tried to avoid the various mortals beings that make their home in the forest as much for their safety and mine.
The nights have grown difficult due to the insects and small creature that come seeking heat and investigate my presence. My once godly nature draws them to me as the residual energy attracts them, I try not to harm them since i cannot communicate with them. i am forced to remove them gently off me while i try to sleep. I am not always successful for when i wake i find myself accidentally having crushed a few, they bite me in desperation as they die.
I'm so tired that i muse to myself, how it would have been a kinder fate had he not simply killed me. But, kindness was not on his mind as he knew mortal life would be difficult and crueler for a god. In time he may still wish to kill me but not till i have suffered all that a mortal can suffer for the world beyond the forest has more to add to my misery............... I sit down on my knees and close my eyes as i try to listen and figure a way out of this forest, I hear insect chirping, birds squawking, most importantly i hear the humming sound of the smallest of birds as it hovers sipping on flowery nectar. I open my eyes and look up and see a band of them in a circle dancing in the sky before heading toward a certain direction.
I take it as a sign and follow them, i feel almost as if they are trying to lead me out. Perhaps i have not been fully forsaken at least not by the creatures of the forest. I finally reach the edge of the forest after many days and nights of wandering having gathered dried gourds as water containers and even dried fruit for my journey across the desert. I leave one place of misery hoping the next is less cruel... I exit the forest as i make my way to the desert with new resolve as an eagle's shriek heralds my journey...... I will find a way to regain what i have lost and make my way back to my people and make the Dark God pay.
I leave behind my foot prints in the soil a reminder to myself that i do exist on this plane of existence and I'm made of mortal flesh like any other, A reminder of my solitude and my trials that lie ahead.
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